第三十八章                                                                                                             她走进那片似火的红海，蹲在那满地的红莲之中，眼神轻敛。心中闪过这些年来的点点滴滴，与她一直以来所要追求的东西，怒力去找，却又一次又一次的失望。                                                                                                             如今人家已经送到眼前，她却已经拿不出手去接了。                                                                                                             长长的叹了一声，有些事何必弄得太过复杂，她早已经有了决定……他又何必再来打乱他的心。                                                                                                             良久！                                                                                                             “往事……已矣”她回过头展颜一笑，灿如春景，眉眼之间尽是笑意，却不如于之前不上心头，她整个人都在笑，似是超脱的笑容“上仙何必执著。”                                                                                                             暮子昕心中一紧，有些莫明的慌张。                                                                                                             她却笑得越加的灿烂“既然已经决定放弃，那便不要留恋！”她起身，看向那满地的红莲，不知为何，她现在没有再想拔的冲动了，是因为想通了吗？“上仙竟然知道不该放手，那在当日就不应该放，如今事过境迁，多说……也只是涂增伤感而已！”                                                                                                             “……”他眼神越加的沉重，唇角微动，终还是没有开口。                                                                                                             骆双再笑，福身行了个礼“上仙如若没有其它什么事，骆双先行告辞了！”说完转身yu走，丝毫没有犹豫，甚至未曾再看那片红莲一眼。                                                                                                             “璎珞！”手间一紧，却被暮子昕一把抓住，垂着头，眉心紧皱，脸上尽是挣扎之se。那沉重的声音似是压得喘不过气来“你……过得好吗？”                                                                                                             心中一痛，脚步顿时有些虚浮起来。她转过身，脸上却是笑如春风，“上仙认错人了？我叫骆双！”                                                                                                             他眼神更沉，仍是一眨不眨的盯着她的脸“即便只是名字……你也不愿承认吗？璎珞……”他手上使力，更加抓紧她的手“你当真就这般……怨我不成？就连一次证明的机会……也不给我！”                                                                                                             “……”骆双转过头不语，脑海里嗡嗡做响，想要ch0u回手，他却不依。                                                                                                             “璎珞，我……”他还想要说什么，突然像是察觉到什么，神se一变，盯向自己抓着的手，眼睛大睁“你……”                                                                                                             心觉有异，指尖微曲，正要仔细查看。                                                                                                             骆双却奋力把手拉了回去，眉头微皱“上仙如此……恐怕不妥吧？在下还有事，先行告辞！”说完头也不回转身而去，那脚步竟有几分急切。                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             直到眼际之中，已经没有了她的身影，暮子昕才收回视线。转身看着那满地的红莲，眼神又深沉起来。                                                                                                             良久！                                                                                                             “竟然来了，何不出来坐会？”                                                                                                             语落，清风起舞，满天花瓣飞扬，一名男子踩步而来，白衫之上绣满桃花，面se如玉，眼角一朵罂粟栩栩如生。                                                                                                             “好久不见，丹云！”暮子昕轻笑开口。                                                                                                             “我有名有姓，唤听风，你又何必叫我那俗号”他灿笑如花。                                                                                                             “你是仙界闻名的，丹云上仙，我如此叫，又有何不可？”                                                                                                             “你是想让我动手不成？”他眼神轻眯。                                                                                                             “也好！”暮子昕上前一步“我也好久没跟人动手了，你要是有此雅兴，切磋一下也未偿不可！”                                                                                                             听风一愣，眼睛暮的大睁，上下的打量了他一番“我没听错吧？你今天是哪想不开了？”双眼微眯，又看了他一遍，突然像是明白了什么，转头看了那片红莲一眼“你不会……在人家那里受了气，心里不爽，找我出气吧？”                                                                                                             暮子昕一愣，脸se微变，立马又恢复，转开头继续看着红莲“今日怎么有空来我白暮！”                                                                                                             “自然是来找你算账的！”他轻语含笑道，却丝毫没有生气的样子。                                                                                                             “哦？”子昕不明。                                                                                                             他双眼眯成线，盯着他的脸，一字一句的道：“那日，你找我到瑶池喝酒！结果我一去，看到的全是各派的遭老头子，你是存心的！”                                                                                                             暮子昕轻笑“瑶池仙会，你贵为仙界上仙，前去参加有何不可？况且如今仙魔两界……”                                                                                                             “停！”他突然出声打断，敲了敲头“这些什么仙界，什么众生的事，别跟我说。你明知我不喜这些，一听就头痛。我向来随x惯了，想g什么便g什么，你可别拿这些缠住我！”                                                                                                             暮子昕摇了摇头，淡笑不语。看着地上那片红莲，眼神又深沉了起来。                                                                                                             “我到也希望，能如你一般……”他轻喃的开口，嘴角轻扬，笑得有些苦涩。                                                                                                             听风心觉有异，眼神微沉，顺着他的眼光，看向那满地的红莲，探试的摘下一朵，却见他没有阻止。这些年来，他每日每夜的守着这片红莲，宝贝的跟什么似的，如今……                                                                                                             “她……便是你这些年要找的人？”他转了转手里的花，看了他一眼，见他不回话，眉头紧了紧，继续道：“竟然舍不得，为何不告诉她实话！”                                                                                                             暮子昕一愣，又拉开苦笑“告诉她什么？该说的我已经说了！”有些东西丢了，是寻不回来的。当日，是他自己亲手放弃的，怨不得人。                                                                                                             “自然是说天柱之事！”听风眉头紧皱“我到好奇，那里面到底写了什么，你竟这般担心她会看到？但你如此一问，岂不让她误会你别有用心？”                                                                                                             “误不误解又有何差别？她身边……有更好的人！这一生她过得太苦，如今……就让她自己选择吧！”他语气更加沉重。                                                                                                             “你……唉！”听风长叹一声，摇了摇头，转头看了看骆双离去的那条路，又想起当日在瑶池里，拔着红莲的身影，眼神轻眯“怕只怕，事情远不止你想的那般！”                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             正到确定已经走得够远了，骆双才缓下脚步。一gu钻心的痛瞬间涌了上来，t内又有什么在翻搅着，那熟悉的眩晕感侵袭，脚步轻浮，扶着旁边的树g才站稳。她一边按着心口，一边大口大口的喘着气，强撑着眼睛不让自己那被眩晕感吞噬。                                                                                                             齿间使力，咬向舌尖，刺痛传来，瞬间清醒。在一旁的石块之上坐下，撑着还隐隐刺痛的额头。抬头看看还挂在天空的yanyan，长叹一声，时间……不多了。                                                                                                             “双双！”轻快的语调带着嘲弄意味在耳边响起。                                                                                                             转头，一张放大的俊颜近在咫尺，那眼角栩栩如生的罂粟花，再近一点就快贴到鼻尖了。                                                                                                             “听……风！”骆双一惊，脚下一个啷呛，就要掉下石块。                                                                                                             听风顺手一捞，抱了个满怀“我说双双……看见我也用不着这般激动吧？”                                                                                                             他抱得极紧，她整个身子几乎都贴在了他身上。他鼻间的气息，更是毫无遗漏的全喷在她脸上。                                                                                                             双脸一红，顿时尴尬万分，慌张的最后一步，推开他过于亲密的举动“你……出现时，皆是这般惊世骇俗吗？”                                                                                                             他由着她退开，咧嘴轻笑，眼角那朵罂粟，似在一瓣一瓣的盛开，甚是妖娆“惊世骇俗？是你刚刚想得太入神，所以才没发现我靠近！”他毫不避忌在她身侧坐下。                                                                                                             看着他那满是好奇的脸，眉眼弯弯，一颦一笑皆是妩媚。偏偏他满身灵气，找不出丝毫的妖邪。真是奇怪的组合。                                                                                                             “快告诉我！双双刚刚在想什么？”                                                                                                             双双？骆双嘴角一ch0u，转头看他，忍不住开口问道：“你……与顾千凡很熟！？”                                                                                                             “顾千凡？”他一愣，摇头“不认识！你提这个名字g嘛？怎么？他长得b我好看吗？”                                                                                                             他眼睛瞬间眯成了缝。                                                                                                             “没……没什么？”骆双擦去额间的冷汗“不知……上仙找我何事？”                                                                                                             听风一愣，随即笑开“你知道了！”                                                                                                             “听人提起过！”他那般醒目的装扮，恐怕仙界之中，谁都知道吧！偏生就她一个人被蒙在鼓里。若不是哥提醒，她现在还以为他只是个有点怪僻的仙人。                                                                                                             “你不生气吗？”听风有些疑问。                                                                                                             “我为何要生气？”骆双含笑反问。                                                                                                             “气我不告之你实话！”                                                                                                             “上仙说笑了？”她笑得一片坦荡“我们初次相识，你有什么理由，非得要告诉我你就是丹云上仙不可？”                                                                                                             听风皱眉，听出她话中故意疏远之意。盯着她含笑的脸半晌，沉声道：“你……这般不易信人吗？”                                                                                                             骆双一愣，脸se一瞬间变了变，立马又消失。仍是笑颜如花“上仙此话，从何说起呀？”                                                                                                             “你……唉！”他叹了一声，改口道“你的病怎么样了？”                                                                                                             “已经全好了！”她笑着点头“多谢上仙关心！”                                                                                                             “是吗？”他突然出手抓起她的手腕！                                                                                                             骆双一惊“上仙！”                                                                                                             “我叫听风！”他怒言纠正。                                                                                                             “我真的没事！”心中慌乱，用力想要ch0u回手。