t1an着手上的冰欺凌，冰冰凉凉的感觉从喉咙一直到了胃里面，冷和热的交辉，双重感觉果然是不大一样的。                                                                                                             突然觉得自己还真的有点丢脸，居然在大庭广众之下哭，像是一个小孩子一样，真是掉脸到家了，也不知道当时那一群人里面有没有认识的，要是有认识的人，顺带的连爸妈的脸也掉了。                                                                                                             我不知道李澈为什么会出现在这里，同样的也不想问，怕问了之后得到的结论还是失望。                                                                                                             失望过后，不是对什么都无所谓，而是更怕失望。                                                                                                             我不想在悲伤被甩的命运之后还带着一个自作多情的名声，做人还是要给自己留有余地，至少给自己保留点尊严。                                                                                                             我和李澈坐在老街河边的长廊上，这几年流行农家乐，我家这边也不例外，有钱的老板ga0了一个渔庄，休闲娱乐为一t，经常会有一些在城市里面生活的累了，跑来这边过个周末，钓钓鱼，在葡萄园下荡荡秋千什么的。                                                                                                             老街这边也稍稍整顿了一下，在临河边加上了可以供人休息的长椅，下午时候的老街基本上行人很少，有的只有一些捧着茶杯晒太yan的老人。                                                                                                             我和李澈选了最偏远的一个小角落，                                                                                                             我慢慢地吃着手上的甜筒，下午不算特别温暖的yan光下，冰欺凌融化的也挺快的，一不留神就会成了yt，顺着手指往着往下滴。                                                                                                             就想感情一样，只要一个不留神，有一丝的松懈就会消失不见。                                                                                                             李澈侧坐在一边，没有开口说话，只是静静地看着河面。                                                                                                             “不哭了？”                                                                                                             在我把最后把脆皮塞进嘴巴里面的时候，李澈终于开了口。                                                                                                             我愣了愣，然后缓缓点了点头，已经丢脸到现在这个地步了，如果还要哭的话，那可真是……                                                                                                             “听说低血压的时候，脾气通常都不是很好。”                                                                                                             李澈转过了身t，但是却没有看我一眼，他的手伸进了自己身上那烟灰se的绒毛外套口袋里面。                                                                                                             “吃点甜食什么的，应该会情况改善一点。”                                                                                                             李澈伸出了手，手掌心在我面前摊开，在他的手掌心里面躺着两颗大白兔n糖。                                                                                                             我恍然了。                                                                                                             我从李澈的手上拿了一颗大白兔n糖，剥了糖纸，把糖塞进了嘴里面，而李澈也是同样的动作。                                                                                                             “看在你去年拿了我的卡买了一包大白兔n糖的份上，借我五十块钱吧，回学校还你。”我对李澈说。                                                                                                             我不想回家了，因为我不想让爸妈看到现在的我，脆弱的像是不堪一击。                                                                                                             李澈点了点头，应允了。                                                                                                             我拍了拍pgu站起了身，沿着来时的路走着，最晚的一班车在晚上七点，所以不用担心在这个时间点会没有班车回杭州。                                                                                                             靳骐从来不吃甜食，在一起的时候从未见他碰过甜食一类的东西，倒是李澈，经常看他一个大男人吃着甜食，甚至有时候还被我嗤之以鼻过。