第四十一                                                                                                             聊，为什么不聊？”                                                                                                             李澈坚定如斯，一如磐石般不转移。                                                                                                             我低头沉默，这个男人就是这点不好，犟的慌！一旦犟上去的时候，十头牛都拉不回来。                                                                                                             我并不算是很了解李澈，就像是今天下午靳骐说的那样，我从来都不曾了解过任何人，他，甚至李澈我从来不曾深入了解过。                                                                                                             或者，我从未了解过他们。                                                                                                             “那你想聊什么？”                                                                                                             我有种想要扶额的无力感。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             李澈突然之间又坑不出声来了。                                                                                                             一会之后，他朝我招手，说话的声调也b刚刚的时候温柔的多了，好像火气已经散去了。                                                                                                             “凌墨你过来。”                                                                                                             这一下子从地狱上升到天堂，我还真的有点不大习惯，人不自觉地往着角落里面靠了靠，这个条件反sx的动作让李澈的脸se僵y上了几分。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你过来。”                                                                                                             李澈脸上挂着笑，也不知道是不是他想要努力做出和蔼可亲的笑容来，但是这种姿态一向不是他所擅长的，所以他这表情在我看来越发显得狰狞，在这种情况下我当然不会想要坐过去靠近是他一类的，我得为自己的生命安全保驾护航。                                                                                                             终于李澈放弃了他的“和蔼可亲”，也不等我摇头表示抗议了，他自己先挪动了尊驾，屈居在我所坐的单人沙发上。                                                                                                             原本这单人沙发一个人坐着的时候还觉得挺舒坦的，可李澈一坐上来之后，就觉得有点拥挤了，一拥挤之后，彼此之间的接触也就更加多了点。                                                                                                             再加上现在天气不算特别凉，身上衣服穿的不厚，很容易感受到彼此身上所散发出来的热气和温度，那种温暖，有点灼人。                                                                                                             李澈挤在我身边，大概他也发现了两个人坐在这么点位子实在太纠结了点，但是这对他g本就构不成什么影响，手臂一提，我就已经从窝在沙发上的模式演变成为坐到了他的大腿上。                                                                                                             这地理位置的转变实在太过突然，也幸亏是在家里面，要是在公交车上出现这种位子，指不定还会上十九楼上转悠一圈成为别人诟病的话柄呢！                                                                                                             人r靠垫其实并不算是特别的舒服，真的，还远不如之前一个人窝在沙发上来的舒服，我总觉得咯得慌，所以这种亲密的动作也不是我所擅长的，尤其是在对方的手扣着你的腰眼，只要一个用力就能勒si你。                                                                                                             “别动！”李澈轻掐了我腰上的r一把，示意我就安分地坐在他的腿上别乱动，“你的t重逐年上涨着呢！”                                                                                                             “行了吧，你就吹呗，你也没抱过我，哪知道我年年t重上涨来着！”                                                                                                             我嗤之以鼻，他这话说的也是在太不靠谱了点，太吹了，一听就知道是湖绿。                                                                                                             “不用抱，用目测就知道。”李澈捏着我的手，“几年前手指看上去还像是挺修长的，现在都已经r嘟嘟了的了，剁了剁了都能当猪蹄煮一锅了。”                                                                                                             不得不承认，相b较而言我的生活还算是安逸，安逸到现在，到处都是r，一掐一把，唯一能够让我感到欣慰的就剩下x围没有再涨上去这一点了吧。                                                                                                             听他现在这说话的口气像是火气已经下去了，果然这家伙是很y晴不定的，这火气来的快去的也快，不过也好，省得在还和我纠缠不清，吵架一类事情不是我所擅长的。                                                                                                             李澈整张脸贴在我的后背上，温热的呼x1让我觉得整个背部有点痒，特别的不适应。                                                                                                             “你收拾了行李箱，是打算跑哪里去？”                                                                                                             李澈闷声问着。                                                                                                             今晚上的反复无常，终于在这一刻得到了解答，原因就是出在这。                                                                                                             我叹气。                                                                                                             “回家呗，反正我还能跑哪里去。”                                                                                                             “好端端的，g嘛要回家？”                                                                                                             李澈的声音里头带了一点困惑，揽着我腰身的手微微收紧了些，这个动作对于还没有把晚餐消化的我来说压力很大，我拍了拍李澈的手臂，示意他如果不想勒si我的话，可以把爪子再收紧一点没关系，顶多明天同时上报纸而已。                                                                                                             李澈很明白我所要表达的意思，他的手微微松开了一些。                                                                                                             “有点事情。”我含糊其词，虽然不是什么大事，但是我却不想对李澈说。                                                                                                             “要我送你回去么？”                                                                                                             “不用吧，反正也近，你也没有那么有空不是！”                                                                                                             “……”李澈又沉默了一下，再响起的时候声音带了点冷然和还有无奈。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你的心真冷……”                                                                                                             李澈略微带了点指责的话像是一个武器，不利但是依旧刺的人有些闷疼。                                                                                                             “李澈，我问你，”我深x1了一口气，“在你心底是不是觉得我特么一个理想主义分子？”                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             李澈玩着我的手指，似乎在感受着我的手指到底是有多r感一样，间或十指相扣，间或他用大拇指和食指按压着我的手背，按着我的指关节。                                                                                                             “你先说说，你到底有多理想化吧！”李澈声音里面带了一点笑。                                                                                                             “你指哪个方面？”                                                                                                             我不耻下问，我对很多事情都带了点理想化，一下子要我说出来不给一个具t的方向，实在太过于笼统了，还是得指明一个方向。